There are hot words in my head... and at the point of exploding out of my mouth. Control yourself. Belinda you are not the fixer and right maker of all the things that you think are wrong. You are barely able to keep yourself in line and here you go again in the same old battle of controlling and fixing. it came to me today in my meditating and reading that there is always a war somewhere and there has been since the beginning. But why do I have to keep a war going in my own hulla hoop. Why can I not be at peace? It is not my job... it is not my job... it is not my job... it is not my job... to offer advice ... or helpful suggestions or anything that is not being ask of me by another person.
Up dated today 23rd Oct 2020
The bear is asleep!